Bonnie's Journal
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June 04, 2009
Pot of gold at the end of the Rainbow???????
6/4/09
Hello all I see it's been awhile since i made an entry. I have been pretty busy picking granchildren up after school since 1st. May. Now they are out of school and i have them all day long. It's been ruff on me and it will be till I get back into the swing of things. I love having them with me. It's good for me, It's teraching me paitents. At least I am trying.
I have gotten back into counsling and It seems to be helping me to have someone who will listen to me and not judge. I have to deal with one issue at a time. Rithgt now I am working on me and finding out who I am now.
I find that taking care of a household and running it Is a lot more work than I remember.LOL
On June 26th I am going in for surgery on my left hip. Turns out after 2 + yrs. I find out I have a torn cartledge. NO wonder it hurts so much.Hopefully this surgery will buy me many years of pain relief. DR. says eventually I will have to have a hip replacement done because there are other issues working in the joint too. Right now we are concentrating on buying me as much time as possible cuz I am too young he says for a hip replacement right now.
So I will continue to do what I can however long it takes me to do it..
HUGS to all
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April 04, 2009
My Angels list
Missy...........my daughter
BryLee..........my grandson
Maycee.........my grandaughter
Joe................B/F
Leah.............Friend
Jodi...............Friend
Jean..............Friend
Dale..............Friend
Tom..............Friend
Lyshell..........Friend
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November 21, 2008
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11/21/08
Hi all,
On the 14th of Nov. I was at my Neuro appt. and got good news. I don't have to return for 10 yrs. now unless I have problems.
Hollidays are comming and I am already worn out. I will be having a bit of company for turkey dinner. Just daughter and kids. But it will be so nice. Was hopeing Son would be here to but not looking good for that to happen.
I hope everyone has a nice holliday.
Bonnie
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October 08, 2008
Don't know??
10-08-08
Wow, two more days it will be my 4 year anniversary of my survival. Doesn't seem that long ago but then again seems like another lifetime. Which it kinda was because I was in another place in my life then.Friday will be a day to celebrate.
Well the calm after the storm has passed and another storm brewed. This one wasn't so bad, probably cuz I cut it off by going for a walk. It's what I used to do.
I am pretty tired of explaning my self and my problems to a man who refuses to admit I have Issues.
I am hanging in here for awhile. I just don't know how much more I want to put up with.
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September 09, 2008
Calm after the storm
9/8/08
Hi all,
Well I am going through the calm after the storm. Sat was a ruff day for Joe and I both. The dam broke and we fought all day long. I was so mad and frustrated I took off my engagement ring and gave it back. I was tired of him saying " You don'y lve me. You don't care about my feelings ". So I said your right you have convinced me so here's your ring back. You don't think i love you I don'y want the ring any more.
I definitly got his attention. After a long talk and some craying and many appologies we settle on the fact it was probably a good thing that happened over all cuz eyes are a little wider open now and we can see the problems a bit cleared, So hopefully with some counsling we will make it.
Happiness to all