Moonprayer's Journal
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March 15, 2009
To Understand Me
I'm new to this site. I joined and sent a request to my fiance to join. I'm hoping he will be better able to understands me if he learns about what is going on. He doesn't understand what I'm going through or how I feel. Noone does. He thinks I'm joking when I say I forgot something. He doesn't understand how hard I'm pushing myself to get a normal life back and why that's important to me. I understand why he wants me to always be at home. He's scared something like this will happen again and I will dieext time. Like the doctor said, there is just as much chance of this happening at home as there is it happening out of the house. Out of my whole family, he is the one person that needs to understand me the most. If he could understand me, then I think it would help our relationship get back to the way it used to be before all this happened.